All in Fear

It’s designed to exhaust and overwhelm you. That’s why it’s happening fast – so you’re out of breath, trying to catch up with the next big headline. That’s exactly how it happened everywhere democracy fell to autocrats, dictators and tyrannical maniacs.

And, just like that, a snap of the fingers, you waited to see what was next, what will happen next – well – your government just succumbed to traitors, liars, power hungry oligarchs and the fierce, relentless, craven obsession to rule the world.

You stood by, others voted this in, still others decided not to participate and here we are.

They wanted to create such crazy chaos that you tuned out, you made bad decisions, you acted out of panic. Your finances are at stake, your neighbors are at stake, heck, your lives never mind your livelihood are in dangerous territory, no man’s land, how much can they get away with destroying – how long before there’s meaningful pushback? I believe it’s all too late. And there goes US. Because we let them divide us, because you wanted to hate us, because you believed in the trickster, the joker, the dark magician.

And now, it’s the same old evil. It is the incredible anger of the patriarchy pissed off at women. It’s the hierarchy on its last legs screaming to pull the ladder back up before anybody else gets in the boat. It’s the belief that we don’t have enough and therefore I will take it all. Like during covid when we had a preview of how people hoarded supplies. It was Daffy Duck saying “It’s mine, it’s mine, it’s all mine!” How inhumane and crass.

The valuable information we had in the history of just the recent past century was not good enough, it still raised a bunch of awful racist, bigoted and cruel people. We did nothing for too long globally. We told ourselves well, it’s not happening here, not in our backyard – so those people dying, starving, grieving and traumatized are not our responsibility. Bullshit. It will be all of us now.

Where are you going to go now when all your social services and kind non-profits aren’t there anymore? You know, the ones you said go ahead and take them away from those “vermin”-the very words out of the mouth of Hitler. Obviously you don’t even watch the history channel or crack open a history book or even a historical novel for Chrissakes and don’t even get me started on your love of Jesus. OH MY GOD, You give religion a bad name.

All in Fear. The circus is now open, the clowns and the emperors have no clothes and it doesn’t matter anymore, it’s too late. The madmen are running the show and they are as malignant and petty as you.

You VOTED them in or maybe you couldn’t get yourself to vote for JOY, for diversity and inclusivity because she was a woman, a different color than white. An intelligent and poised person with unbelievable skills and a brilliant mind who would have only brought the best and the brightest to the town of DC. But now, we are all left with these imbeciles and our allies have been betrayed. no one. absolutely no one will save you now. I hope you choke on your vomit.

Better yet, get mad, and hang them and end this nightmare for all of us!

the shift

Feeling a shift – finally, the beginning of the end? things are starting to impact people in their pockets and also the random firing of everyone and hiring nincompoops. something is being revealed and then it’ll be an avalanche of information that will make even the staunchest sheep turn this sinking ship around – there’s a lot of us here waiting, we have been waiting desperately to help you take this awful trajectory around.

And so it is

A Circle of Women

Where has all the juice and enthusiasm from the 90 days of pure joy campaigning for a bipoc woman to get elected gone? I know we needed to recuperate and hold onto hope till the inauguration, longing for someone to divulge voter suppression and the burning and throwing out of ballots that many witnessed and reported before Election Day and on November 5, 2024, a day that will haunt us as a country, for perhaps, the rest of the century.

And now, after mourning our democracy that truly failed us because so many believed the propaganda and behaved poorly; yelling with rage at inclusivity, relentless bullying towards people they thought and were taught erroneously were beneath, spreading abhorrent lies and made up gossip all over social media – and now what?

There is still disinformation against the very party they have lorded over, baited and defeated. Why the continued blasphemy and hatred if you won?

Nevertheless, the teeny tiny turn out of billionaires bloated with glaring greed hungry for more and more power to money and access, inauguration took place, affirming yes, the presidency can be sold, the congress can be led like sheep and be duped, and the judicial system can turn the other way lest their own outrageous immoral and financial secrets could reveal and incriminate their own dastardly conduct.

It is beyond time for the feminine divine to round up her beloved followers and co-create a circle of women dedicated to each other’s emotional, mental and spiritual well-being thereby lifting the energetic field higher. For we no longer belong to the patriarchy. By ignoring and subjugating us, they released us. We now begin anew and forward. We release them with gratitude because they know not what they have done. This and many times henceforth, we form a coronated halo of mothers, daughters, aunties, nieces, and sisters.

Instead of fear, which they love to instill, we will pay them no mind, as they do with the rules of law and the edicts of our constitution.

Instead of warfare and confusion, we rise and gather in circles. We invite the hearts and minds of good and decent people, no matter whom, to our round table and with focus, commitment and passion, we invoke the divine feminine in a myriad and with a colorful kaleidoscope of ways. We share and bleed, heal and encourage, we lead and participate, with each of our heads and hands held high at the grand and highest realm of the sacred feminine, envisioning our mutual destination of a better, safer, more compassionate world.

The Collective Consciousness

Why am I absolutely flabbergasted that in such a puritan based/racist culture the MAGA sheep are trying to once again discriminate, attack and disenfranchise BIPOC/strong/intelligent women and air her private life whilst (watching and reading way too much British media) the same hypocrites are ignoring or denying or convoluting any major transgression the orange Russian asset posing as an American does?

This isn’t even political any more. It really is a fight for our collective soul. This is historical and a pivot point for the human race as we know it. Will we be able to stand up to lies? Will we do the right thing for the highest good of all, including the planet?

What can I do? This is where we get baffled.

I suggest we stay in love/joy/light/expansiveness/healing light and set an intention to imagine spreading goodness for at least 15 minutes a day and whenever we find ourselves in frustration, anger or hopelessness. I am not saying to bypass the feelings. All emotions are welcome. I am simply proposing after immersing ourselves and getting in touch with how we are feeling and thanking our sense of outrage in all its forms, that we turn it around for our own good and have it remind us who we truly are. If you have a heart, you will know deep down who that is.

So we take that signal and produce gold out of straw, so to speak, while taking deep breaths, closing our eyes and increasing our vibration in order to level up the rest of the world. There are many scientific experiments that measure wavelengths, electrical impulses, water molecules and brain activity to show how what we think affects the external as well as ourselves. In fact, if we raise our thoughts to the word Peace for example, it raises the collective consciousness a thousand fold.

On Sundays, at 11 am PST, I will be joining an invisible web of strangers around the globe doing just this. It is 15 minutes. It is optional. It is not on the internet. You merely set your clock and take the time out to do it anywhere you find yourself. As an individual, we do it as part of our humanity to be helpful.

To learn more, check out Pam Gregory’s you tube channel -especially, Meditation Sunday 7PM in UK from 3 weeks ago. There are links to others that are engaging in this as well. We will become a group or family of positive energetic frequency that at the very least will help with our own heartbreak, even if you don’t believe the metaphysical properties.

2024

From everything I have heard, felt and intuited, this year will be a wild ride for radical shifts and changes in our systems, many extreme weather events and highly charged emotions to challenge our equilibrium!

The trick is to stay steady. The advice is to stay close to your center. The reality is that we will have to stay firmly grounded and not let dualistic thought divide us in two or more factions. Instead, we are guided to remain in our positive force fields of energy.

I will be writing more so I can vent and also to make sense of the chaos that is bound to occur. I will be meditating more and observing my own judgmental, critical or angry thoughts. Nevertheless, as vipers are cornered, they will become even more venomous, vengeful and volatile. As visionaries, light workers and people seeking to end the mischief, we will need to be vigilant as we remain vibrant in our soul’s purpose, vibrate with the highest levels of thought and alas with that vantage point – stick to the values we prize and hold dear.

re-vamping

I am finally feeling like myself after covid. I had no idea how much trauma we had all been through with politics and misinformation and a pandemic! Personally, I thought it was right and just to throw up my hands sometimes. Mostly, though, I ranted out loud or internally. My guts felt like they were just scrambled half the time and literally I can see now how my intestines if you could have seen them, were twisted and clogged, occasionally on the verge of bursting out of my skin because I could no longer retain my anger, my despair and my outrage.

Then, I succumbed to depression and loneliness and isolated within my own valley of melancholy.

I let my hair, my weight and my interests go, in style. It was my superficial way of responding in kind to the onslaught of meanness and hopelessness. My smile vanished. Although you would see it on zoom, fake and with extreme effort. I tried so hard to stay positive. I suppressed years of personal trauma and unresolved issues into one presidential race and term that was out to destroy us and has cracked open all the wounds for all of us to see.

STAT we need healing. STAT.

And then, I did some spiritual work. I went deep. Past experiences and into changing my perspective, slowly. I thought I had done this work before but there were new, hidden cuts, stabs and lesions attached to my very soul body. I visited them and then in shock, withdrew. I would step a little closer and then back off. I would process and then deny their existence. The dance of fire and ash and pain. The dark night.

But a survivor fights for their life, a warrior goddess gets through it. Never alone but by myself. No one can do this work for you. Like recovery, you must find the place where you realize you are responsible and no one else, for your metamorphosis. Ultimately, it came down to love, acceptance and compassion, for me. A new level of identity.

And then, I took notice of my outsides for what seemed as if it was the first time. By finding power in the journey through, I expect more of myself now.

No Apology

“Your Body Is Not an Apology” by Sonya Renee Taylor is a profound and essential masterpiece that defies societal norms, challenges ingrained prejudices, and celebrates the revolutionary concept of self-love and body positivity. This book is a rallying cry for a world that has long been burdened by unrealistic beauty standards and damaging perceptions of self-worth.

From the very first page, Taylor’s words radiate with an authenticity that demands attention. Her writing style embraces vulnerability and empowerment. Readers immediately can relate. Taylor unpacks the damaging effects of body shaming, racism, ableism, and other forms of systemic oppression.

The heart of “Your Body Is Not an Apology” lies in its unwavering advocacy for radical self-acceptance. Taylor eloquently argues that our bodies are not objects of shame, but vessels of power, deserving of respect and love. By deconstructing the deeply entrenched belief systems that perpetuate discrimination and self-loathing, she guides readers towards a path of healing and self-discovery.

She warns we must dismantle oppressive systems. She delves into the ways in which various forms of discrimination intersect and create a devastating impact on marginalized individuals. Her inclusive perspective ensures that no one is left behind in the quest for self-liberation.

Throughout the book, Taylor challenges readers to question their own biases, reevaluate societal norms, and actively engage in the work of tearing down harmful ideologies. Her calls to action are both inspiring and practical, offering a roadmap for personal growth and societal change. The exercises, reflections, and journal prompts sprinkled throughout the book encourage readers to embark on a radical journey of self-discovery.

“Your Body Is Not an Apology” is not just a book; it’s a movement, a call to arms, and a beacon of hope for a world in desperate need of radical change. Sonya Renee Taylor’s eloquence, insight, and compassion shine through every page, inviting readers to embrace their bodies, challenge oppressive systems, and become agents of transformation.

In a world that often thrives on division and insecurity, “Your Body Is Not an Apology” emerges as a radiant source of empowerment and liberation. It serves as a testament to the power of self-love, the resilience of the human spirit, and the potential for collective change. This book is an essential addition to any bookshelf, a reminder that our bodies are vessels of strength and our voices instruments of change.

The Imperative Virtues of Honesty, Responsibility, and Fairness in a President

After the last indictment yesterday of 45 – I had to say something – anything – so I wouldn’t feel so frustrated.

The role of a president is one of great responsibility and influence. As the highest office in a nation, a president wields significant power and has the ability to shape the course of a country’s future. In such a position, it is essential that a president embodies qualities of honesty, responsibility, and fairness, rather than exhibiting traits of deception, selfishness, power-hunger, vengeance, or malice. This article explores why these virtues are crucial in a president and how they contribute to a thriving and harmonious society.

  1. Honesty: Honesty is the foundation of trust, and trust is vital for any leader. When a president is honest, they establish an open and transparent relationship with the people they serve. Honest leaders are forthright about their actions, intentions, and challenges they face. They admit mistakes and take responsibility for them, showing humility and a commitment to learning and growing.

In contrast, a dishonest president erodes trust, undermines democracy, and creates an atmosphere of uncertainty. Deception damages relationships between the government and its citizens, causing skepticism and cynicism among the public.

  1. Responsibility: A responsible president understands the weight of their decisions and takes accountability for the consequences of their actions. They prioritize the well-being of the nation and its citizens over personal interests. Responsible leaders listen to the advice of experts, consider diverse perspectives, and make informed and thoughtful choices.

On the other hand, a selfish president places personal gain above the nation’s welfare. Such leaders might use their power for personal enrichment or manipulate their position to serve their own agenda, neglecting the needs of the people they represent.

  1. Fairness: Fairness ensures that a president treats all citizens equitably, regardless of their background, race, gender, or social status. A fair leader seeks to bridge divides and foster inclusivity within society. They work to address systemic inequalities and strive for a just and compassionate society where every individual has equal opportunities to thrive.

A president driven by vengeance or malice can sow discord and division. They might abuse their power to punish perceived enemies or discriminate against certain groups, further fragmenting the nation and hindering progress.

Conclusion:

A president holds a position of immense responsibility, shaping the trajectory of a nation and the lives of its people. It is paramount that a president embodies honesty, responsibility, and fairness rather than succumbing to the vices of dishonesty, selfishness, power-hunger, vengeance, or malice.

A leader who embraces these virtues fosters a sense of trust, transparency, and unity within the nation. They become a role model for citizens, inspiring them to act with integrity and compassion. An honest, responsible, and fair president ensures that the government serves the people, upholding democratic values and safeguarding the rights and liberties of all citizens.

As individuals, it is essential to hold our leaders accountable for their actions and demand these virtues in our presidents. By doing so, we can contribute to a stronger and more prosperous society where honesty, responsibility, and fairness prevail, and where our leaders work diligently to build a better future for everyone.

Regenerate

Discernment

Covid Lockdown had a silver lining. It made clear who and what mattered.

I have absolutely no patience for cruelty, greed and bullies. Never did, but I am not shy about how I fell about it any more. I do not agree with silence. I believe discrimination, unfair systems and wrongdoings against Earth and Humanity and Nature need to be spoken about, out in the open. Dialoging, informing and awakening to cultural changes are a must for me now.

I have more compassion, grace, tolerance and gratitude for self, therefore for you as well.

I dealt with anxiety on a deeper level after January 6, 2021. The day that will live in infamy for me like 9/11. I will not accept lies from those who are sore losers or try to frighten us anymore. More than ever, I believe in higher ground. You don’t have to defend truth, facts and science. They just are.

I respect and have tried to understand other points of view but not if it is tainted with fear, meanness and ugly behavior.

I’m done asking why did this happen? OR why did they do that? The answer is clear as a bell and it’s up to me to own my own attitudes and reactions.

I’ve become more discerning. I work on me and surround myself with uplifting, supportive and empathetic folks.

Journal Prompts:

What are 3 things you are grateful for that maybe you were not aware of before Covid hit or realize the importance of today?

What are 3 people, places or things you are powerless over?

What are 3 characteristics you like about yourself?

It was Bound to Repeat

I just read a ranting and raving entry from my journal on 12/10/20. It was full of anxiety and worry and fear. I had gone down a rabbit hole (what they call doom scrolling now) on Reddit and it scared no – terrorized me. Some red states were trying to overthrow the election and it seemed familiar to me. I felt I was back in a nightmarish memory. The trauma was in my body. I couldn’t quite place the extreme reaction.

Back in 2020, I didn’t realize the marked differences until a friend called and she mentioned how the whole world was going down the tubes and I asked her why? We started talking about politics and I thought we were on the same page about the end of democracy and the unfairness and suddenly after I said something about a civil war looming and a certain somebody inciting violence she said no I don’t think that – I’m talking about the illegitimacy of the election and I said which one? You mean this one? Was she talking about Bush vs. Gore? And after both of us realizing we were living in two different realities it was awkward and we hung up.

In the middle of the night I couldn’t sleep. I felt the unrest and couldn’t console myself. I saw clearly that this was a moment, that we were on a sort of precipice and it felt like the novel 1984 but worse because we also had the Covid crisis. Who would have bought a screenplay of 1984 plus a pandemic thrown in?

Gore would have handled the 9/11 event differently. I believe we would have perhaps asked ourselves why we were attacked. I opine therefore we would not had an Iraq war because that was a farce birthed in machismo and greed. We had no business being there. So many places we arrogantly invaded. And don’t get me started on climate change and how we would have all on this planet been in a better place today.

And then, last night I am reading Violeta by Isabel Allende, always such an historic truth teller with a woman’s story to match. And her description of the political genocide in South America especially of Chile and then seven years of it in Argentina and I realized it was bound to happen again, karmically almost comically right here where I live now.

There’s a total disregard for law and order and rules and civility that would have been unthinkable before. That happened in Argentina in the 70’s too. My family living there had no other choice but to live through the Condor Operation and I was only there for a smidgen of it. I came back to the states and was safe. But now it had followed me here and it is pure satire that time and again my ancestors have had to flee wars, poverty and oppression only to have it all come back to the land of the “free”.

It is unbearable to assume there are no safe harbors or dreams of a better life left. Let’s not let this be repeated and heed it as a warning of how plausible it all actually was.