I don’t like not liking someone. I feel guilty for not liking. I turn that inward. I misplace it inside of me instead of working it out. I suppress the truth because it is distasteful and I don’t cope well with conflict. I have some sort of loyalty to liking others perhaps because I like to be liked.

I find if I listen to my intuition and ask myself, “Am I coming from a place of fear or misplaced guilt?” or “Am I coming from a place of love, acceptance and protection of self?”

Your feelings are your feelings. It is owning them that takes courage.